Thursday, January 28, 2016

Be CAREFUL what you WISH for

Today is day 3 at Hope by the Sea. I am in a substance abuse facility for alcohol and adderall abuse. I drank 1/5 of Vodka a day and 150mg of adderall. Suffice it to say I needed some help.

Yesterday, the last thing I shared with my group is that "I wish someone would tell me what I should do!" What I am referring to the decision I will have to make. Should I stay with my husband or should I leave? I really don't want to leave but as you continue to read my blog I will explain why, just as I discover it for myself.

During meditation this morning I pulled card #14 in reverse

#14 - Caring Connections

Friendship, Partnership of Two, Possible Love

This card reversed signals a break in communication or a parting of the ways for two people. Whether romantic, social, or business, the present connection seems to be at (or close to) and end. If this is the case, consider what healthy action needs to be taken to move on. As difficult as a parting may be, it can often lead to bigger and better things.

Keep in mind both the logistical and emotional aspects of leaving this connection behind. Make plans; vent your feelings. Always remember, with every ending, an new beginning is at hand.

Affirmation

I open my heart and life to truly caring connections.
The ideal friend and partner is coming to me now.


BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR

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